Acted stupidly

I bumped into a dangerous weird fella yesterday. Ok, i admitted i have a very bad and slow response to react in a dangerous situation. I hate myself for acting stupidly.

I was crossing the street and heading back to my house yesterday.
A black honda civic (if i'm not mistaken) which passed by, making a reversed back, stopped and the guy in 30's (i think he is 33 or 34 yrs old) talked to me while i took out my house key.

He said: Hey, r u guys involved in Amway? I denied.
He continued to talk to me telling me that he always saw me at xxx (which i seldom go there actually).

He even told he was also involved in direct sales as a part time, a big group of them, he worked in Intel, and even told me Intel HR is hiring, whether i'm interested to be a Clerk?!

He gave me his phone number which written on a piece of paper and asking for mine several times.

I told him i have his number and i will contact him if anything (Very obvious, i was lying)

He still asking for my number and finally i gave him an incorrect one.

He claimed that what i written there was unclear, even clarified with me by asking me the number verbally. He quickly make a phone call to clarify whether it is a correct one. He said he failed to call through. (OMG!! that was so scary) I quickly heading back to my house.

Uncertainties

I'm having a sip of coffee while it is raining outside.

The world has changed, it rains when it is not purposed to. March should be the month with lots of sunshine, don't you think so?

How about my world, does it going to change too?

sien (II)

My brain is blanked, my mood is down, and my heart crushed after listened to what he said to us. i have been wishing it will happened, but unfortunately seems like it will be another disappointment i guess.

Today i felt i'm lost. What can i do???
I really don't know what else can i do...

sien掉

忽然发现拍拖 没意思。

别拍拖更好！

time to change

it's time for me changing to a better person.

Live our life

Agreed v a BFF that love and life are impermanent, We should treasure every moment we have.

We can't predict what will happen in future, so treat our parents well, hang out with our dearest friends more often, work smart, try to be happy everyday and enjoy our life! ^_^

Philosophy

Needy and demanding are caused by the feeling of insecure,
and we feel insecure because we care and afraid of losing something important

What i did last night

What i did yesterday night, it could be wrong...

It could worsen the situation or the other way, it would help

I really don't know what side effect it will bring us

Either reconnecting or pushing away..

爱情 - 没保障

现代男女的爱情是脆弱的。

从同事们的谈话中，发现原来爱情是非常没保障的。

即使男女双方都有了伴侣，不希望发生的事情也可能会发生的。