Ho Ho Ho..Merry Christmas

Christmas is just around the corner ......YEAhhhhh.......

I lov Christmas soo much.....

it's all about Eat, EAT and EAT this year.....

i'll be continuously heading to restaurant for food....family will be here, relative gathering some more....and also attend someone wedding dinner (on behave of daddy) at 5 star hotel... WoooHoooooo!

我知“女儿”心

就知道她会喜欢。。。

Searching for a cozy place

I came here to avoid having headache as it is hot to be at home

Surprise surprise it is not a Coffee on my table ?
yupz....I skipped coffee today :P

Didn't end up in Starbucks but Old Town with frozen yogurt drink

As opposed to here, this is my "workplace" that is always warm at day time:

Table and chair - Ikea
Girlish laptop - Sony Vaio
Girlish mouse - Sony Vaio
Pink hp - the very first Iphone (NO "3" NO "4" and NO "s") (i didn't use it anymore and it is now functioning as an alarm in the morning)
3G broadband - it sucks sometimes
Blue pen - dono what brand
Sunflower Photo frame - it was a gift from my bffs back in secondary school time (it is more than 10 yrs old now)

给自己的话

一个不懂得欣赏你的男人，没有资格让你为他难过悲伤

Yummy Daorea

i'm no longer an "anti-pork" person when i go to Daorea... muahaha

i LOVE Korean BBQ pork


We tasted BBQ chicken as well


Besides that, the delicious seafood noodles comes in a huge bowl which is enough for the serving of 4 person

Need some luck

- Last night i forgot to apply back foot nail polish after removing it
i feel soo weird now.. its like my foot are naked ..
feel so paiseh

- i lost a lovely earring this morning
i have no idea where did i drop it
maybe bathroom, but i cant find it there and other corners in the house
sob sob

- bad hair day today

- my eyes are 水肿 today

i look fat and old !!!

An update of Project A

Wuuhooo!

Finally i cleaned my bedroom and rearranged stuffs in the room over the weekend

It's like doing the pre-CNY clean-up, cleaned every drawers / cupboards and rearranged things, wash artificial flowers and its vase and etc...Guess what, i throw 5 full bags of unused stuffs...hehe

Besides that, i got myself a white cupboard from Jusco just to keep my handbags. Didn't know i can carry the 8kg cupboard from my car to my room in second floor (phew..i thought i'm weak :P)

Glad i can assemble the cupboard myself. (Didn't assemble any after Uni-time)


NOW i'm looking forward to get my new Ikea table and chair... Muahaha!!

Pending: i still have a BIG wardrobe to be "cleared".. only have time to clear it over the weekend in early Dec...

Project A – Bedroom make over

I decided to create a new and comfortable bedroom environment

My bedroom is messy now… there are too many things in my small bedroom –with limited space but full of “rubbish”

I plan to reorganize some stuff and of course get some new furniture to create a new look..ngek ngek ngek

Timeline: 14 Nov till 30 Nov 2011

Wish me success lah ^_^

11.11.11

读报章后才知道这一天被定为光棍日。。哈哈。。那些人真的蛮creative的

一个人其实还蛮不错的

两个人时常常会自然而然为另一个人着想，忽略自己

没有了一些包袱，反而有乐得清闲的感觉

feeling sucks

God, why let them see me when i'm totally unprepared ?

my hair sucks, my clothes is not nice today, but too bad met them during lunch time...

totally sucks!

i can guess what will come out from his mouth when they see him in the office....

just let me nag

Perfection and passion come hand in hand with the amount of time available!

Why gals have to work

There are plenty of good reasons why gals have to work for the rest of our lifes. Here are the points:

1. Avoid becoming "yellow face old aunty"
hey, we get to make up, style our hair, wear nice clothes, take nice bag, apply perfume to GO to WORK
if we just stay at home, do u think we will do all those actions mentioned-above?

2. To show off :P
hey, where the hell gals gotto show off if we just stay at home?

Gals dont hav the chance to use the new "toys" we got for ourselves - the new handbag, new dress which make us look so damn fine, our new high heels and etc.

Some gals even show off these - new perfume from hubby, new hp from bf, luxury handbag from secret lovers, bf's new car, hubby bought new house ? WTF (endless topics........)

3. Satisfied our desires
Ohhh lovely shoes, latest trendy clothes and shoes, luxury bags, necklaces, facial products (endless list of items......)
how can we afford those items if we dont go to work?

for some gals, not forgetting spa, manicure, facial, saloon (endless list again......)

So gals, stay motivated and get back to work!

Does black color brings bad luck?

i woke up early today, earlier than my usual waking time, after aunty

scold her son so damn loud early in the morning. Aiskk >_<

I even had time to apply nail polish before i go to work, changing brown

color nail polish to black

Manatau i was caught in a huge traffic jam on the way to work...
and being LATE to work.

Does black color nail polish brings bad luck? Sien diao >_<

火滚

多么希望我肚子里的那团火能帮我燃烧我的脂肪呢！

没办法，只能听从

所以。。。 work smart baby..... WORK SMART!!!

update

an update ... we are going to have buffet lunch from Little Cottage

chiak ho liao !

say sorry to my skirts - they all are getting shorter and shorter

Exceeding the LIMIT

I'm not in a good working mood now.. that's why i am here - writing blog

There are several occasions this week, as a result i HAVE to ENJOY nice food for lunch.

How the hell on earth i can lose weight lehh ?!!


Monday - cute gal birthday
We went to Chinese restaurant to celebrate with the cutey, enjoyed 9 dishes which comprises of fish, chicken, pork, soup, eggs, vege and etc. The food are really tasty.

Thursday - birdman birthday
We had dominos pizza + KFC chicken + "Cham Peng" (the famous coffee + tea in bayan baru market) + secret recipe Chocolate Banana cake

Tomorrow (Friday) - we are going to have farewell lunch (most probably will be western food)



*****After i store FAT on my waist and legs, end up my skirt will become shorter and shorter lor

Dont blame me for wearing Sexy SHORT skirt , it's all because of the FOOD la... blame the food!

I AM a shopoholic NOW

These few weeks i have been crazy step into shopping mall almost 3 times a week just for shopping

Have gone crazy! kakakaa

wanted to get myself a jacket, but end up buying other clothes and stuffs:

- hp decoration (cute yellow cat)
- skirt
- belt
- blouse (a few :P)
- dress
- a not suitable female jacket (i dont like it now... i think the shop's mirror got spell)

Still i haven find myself a suitable jacket.. Wtf

In the process of recovery?

Unfortunately u cross my mind yesterday night, especially when i'm alone back to Penang


I am sure i will recover....... just a matter of time
U will be completely out of my mind SOON...hopefully !

性感的定义

Sophia Lauren : “性感不是绝对的，50％ 来自你本身的美丽，50％ 来自其他人对你的看法”

以为没事

以为我没事了。。但今天又再次感受到那种心痛

希望这是最后一次！

不愿有下次

still hurt

it still hurt when u did that

i am still the same, but seems like you aldy move on..

better without me

为什么了

原来是这样

那么明显了

还能怎样呢

好想去走走

忽然好想去海边
走在沙滩上

好想去唱k

好想开车去别的地方吃喝玩乐

心情again

我把我们难得在一起的时光搞砸了

因为我吃醋。。我不爽



老实说我是有点后悔。。。



我们女生不爽是应该表现出来让你们知道？ 还是必须假装当没一回事？

我真的不懂！

心情

我的心情还是会为了某件事而变的低落， 不开心

我还是那么没用

it's all about Lov

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up."
— Neil Gaiman (The Kindly Ones)

希望落空

我希望的。。往往都不会成真

不可能的希望

如果时间可以倒流， 那该多好

没出息

吃了很多， 因为心情低落。

a day off

i dont have to work today ... yes yes yes!!!!....

Just follow my heart, do whatever i wan to do, go where ever i wan to go.

i dont wan to think about work and problems...

just a day off for my heart and brain ^_^

So i grab my laptop and drive to nearer OldTown to online while enjoying coffee.... uuuhhhhhh

Emo

i feel like an abandoned kid, standing lonely on the street, waving my hands but no one is there to care

没差

感觉有和没有好像也没什么差别

delighted

i'm glad i have BFFs *warm*

who what where

When i'm not happy, where can i go? What can i do? Who can i talk to?

Now only i know i'm not a rational person

there is something i need to figure it out, when i keep dragging and unable to decide

my feelings

Becoz of these few words from you, my confidence was torn apart

>_<

i believe i have some good values in me, which can attract some people

and i believe those who know me well after some period of time can feel it

我

是一个很闷的人

不知道能找到一个不觉得我闷的人吗

回复

你在怪我吗？

没有人想到结局会是那样。。其实你也没想到的， 不是吗？
事情我不完全了解， 你也没解释清楚啊。这决定你也有责任的。。

Hangout on weekday - a big surprise!

I was so surprise u called for a hangout on weekday
It was a relaxing and simple hangout
Feel rejuvenated and i like it ;)

The shopping disease

Someone wrote in FB saying that jealousy is a disease.

Besides jealousy, shopping IS a disease too!

i really really really want to go for shopping. The shopping disease infected me and controlled my brain!

Shall i get myself

- a few dresses (Must Buy!)
- a pair of shoes (Again ?)
- a small ladies bag just enough to put hp and id card (this is Optional)
- perhaps a new purse? (ngek ngek ngek)
- and a laptop bag which don't look like a laptop bag (if i manage to find one)

Movie Nitez

It has been a long time i didn't join my buddies for movie on weekdays
i had a great time yesterday hanging out with the Fantastic 4. We had a great dinner (had my favorite sandwich), chit chatting, relaxing and laughed before we enjoyed the movie.

Guys, if i have time, i definitely will join the "Fantastic 4 Movie Nitez".

Thank YOU

you know who u r

i wan to say - thank you!

i'm average

how i wish i'm a pretty girl with great self-esteem

who dont have to look down on myself when i'm standing with all the young yet beautiful ladies

who dont have to worry that one day the guy will leave for another attractive girl

Meaningful phrases (Copied)

These are some phrases i came across which i found them meaningful:

"有时候，不是对方不在乎你，而是你把对方看得太重。"

"学习不期待，因为期待越高，失望就越大。"

"少许放手，可以增加自由，减少些痛苦。"

"男人说喜欢你时，请相信他；男人说不爱你时，也请你相信他。"

"如果决定爱上一个人，时间拉长一点，看清楚是否适合你。"

Acted stupidly

I bumped into a dangerous weird fella yesterday. Ok, i admitted i have a very bad and slow response to react in a dangerous situation. I hate myself for acting stupidly.

I was crossing the street and heading back to my house yesterday.
A black honda civic (if i'm not mistaken) which passed by, making a reversed back, stopped and the guy in 30's (i think he is 33 or 34 yrs old) talked to me while i took out my house key.

He said: Hey, r u guys involved in Amway? I denied.
He continued to talk to me telling me that he always saw me at xxx (which i seldom go there actually).

He even told he was also involved in direct sales as a part time, a big group of them, he worked in Intel, and even told me Intel HR is hiring, whether i'm interested to be a Clerk?!

He gave me his phone number which written on a piece of paper and asking for mine several times.

I told him i have his number and i will contact him if anything (Very obvious, i was lying)

He still asking for my number and finally i gave him an incorrect one.

He claimed that what i written there was unclear, even clarified with me by asking me the number verbally. He quickly make a phone call to clarify whether it is a correct one. He said he failed to call through. (OMG!! that was so scary) I quickly heading back to my house.

Uncertainties

I'm having a sip of coffee while it is raining outside.

The world has changed, it rains when it is not purposed to. March should be the month with lots of sunshine, don't you think so?

How about my world, does it going to change too?

sien (II)

My brain is blanked, my mood is down, and my heart crushed after listened to what he said to us. i have been wishing it will happened, but unfortunately seems like it will be another disappointment i guess.

Today i felt i'm lost. What can i do???
I really don't know what else can i do...

sien掉

忽然发现拍拖 没意思。

别拍拖更好！

time to change

it's time for me changing to a better person.

Live our life

Agreed v a BFF that love and life are impermanent, We should treasure every moment we have.

We can't predict what will happen in future, so treat our parents well, hang out with our dearest friends more often, work smart, try to be happy everyday and enjoy our life! ^_^

Philosophy

Needy and demanding are caused by the feeling of insecure,
and we feel insecure because we care and afraid of losing something important

What i did last night

What i did yesterday night, it could be wrong...

It could worsen the situation or the other way, it would help

I really don't know what side effect it will bring us

Either reconnecting or pushing away..

爱情 - 没保障

现代男女的爱情是脆弱的。

从同事们的谈话中，发现原来爱情是非常没保障的。

即使男女双方都有了伴侣，不希望发生的事情也可能会发生的。

不变的定律

人与人之间因为熟悉，所以失去尊重

情人因为常见面， 所以不再想念

当爱情慢慢转淡时， 你想阻止也阻止不了

爱

恋爱的基础本来就是互相欣赏
男人和女人应该要被彼此吸引才走在一起的, 不是吗？
恋爱的开始不就是被对方的特质所吸引吗？如果在对方的身上可以找到你不喜欢的东西，又或者有你不太满意的地方，为何还要选择在一起呢。

如果几年后才脱口而出表示想当年是因为寂寞才在一起，又或者是没什么选择了，又或者是大家都觉得是不差的人才在一起，而对方其实并不是自己喜欢的那类型。。岂不是浪费了大家几年的时间吗

爱上了，对方才变成另一种人
恋爱的开始是甜蜜的。时间久了，没新鲜感了，开始埋怨对方了，问题就出现了。
又或者结婚了，为孩子的事忙而忽略了对方，这时如果有“第三者”的出现，那对方很有可能选择“跳槽”。

白发苍苍的一对
记得有一天在路上看见一个老年人一边推着坐在轮椅上的老太太，一边有说有笑。一对老人恩爱的散步，互相关心，觉得好难得，我发自内心的羡慕。

thought

I know jealousy would kill

But should I give the benefit of doubt,

or should I ask and make things clear?

If I want to ask, how should I ask in a proper way to get the real and honest answer?

Goshh .. hate myself

只在乎现在

可不可以只想现在， 不在乎未来？

可不可以享受目前的快乐， 不在乎将来可能面对的痛苦， 尽管它可能很短暂

可不可以随心所欲， 不在乎其他人的看法与想法？

可不可以知足，不做比较？